After hours . . . Quick post .

I'm a possessed writer . . .
possessed under the influence ,
who can only deliberately express herself once
found under the influence .
Low eyes & hazey thoughts define her . . .
A mysterious life filled with delirious lies of those who surround her .
She found a companion .
She found a best friend .
Her soul mate , that ride or die . . .
It's me myself & my weed .

after tonight . . .

Tonight i saw your picture one last time , & i cried .

But i swear , i'll cry for the last time tonight .

I swear that after tonight , i will be over you for GOOD .

you fucked me over in my weakest point . 

I miss the thought of you .

hearing your voice .

your kisses , your smile . 

you . . . 

It feels so good to release these tears for you .

Cause i can feel the pain oozing out of my body .

it hurts .

i miss you so much that it hurts .

But leaving you was what i did best for myself .

My summer with you was special , but my winter without you is hell .

see you in my nightmares or see you in my future , & if i don't . . .

then we were never meant to be .

    & there's something you forgot . . . Me . 

Never Again - Kelly Clarkson <3>

Hi , i'm High.

"oh yes i love her like , pussy , money , weed , pussy , money , weed . . . "

 super high , off some sour .

feeling type of haze-y , stuck in a cloud , 

but look at the hour . . . 

Although i got no power .

i'm weak .

i tweak .

I'm so high .

i can't lie . . .

i might die .

can you overdose on marijuana ?

i doubt it . 

cause for days i keep it lit .

Lmao . I wrote this when i was high & saved it as a draft , i just seen it lmaooo .

" See You In My NightMares . . . "

This song man .

I just can't stop listening to it .

Listen to the lyrics .

Especially the chorus .

"I got the right to put up a fight .

But not quite cause you cut off my light .

But my sight is better tonight , & i might

see you in my nightmares . Oh, but how did

get there , if we were once a fairytale.

but this is fairwell ." - This shit is deep & full of truth .

& this line right here . . . goes to my beloved .

" tell everyone that you know , that i don't love you no more "

Kanye , your going in my brother <3>

Good job .

I smoke . . .

Not because it's bad for my health , 

not because it's good for it either , because it's not & i know it .   

But because it takes me to other dimensions .

It allows me to remain in touch with the 'sane' side of me .

" I smoke weed & get straight A's so don't judge me , 

cause all i see is books , piff , & haze . . . "

When no one is there for me , 

cannabis is . It listens to my feelings & every single pull 

makes me feel better , even on my rainy days .

So don't judge me cause I smoke . . .

likewise i don't judge everytime you wasn't there to hear me out .